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♥ Monday, March 27, 2006

i hope this will be the last time.i just talked to cuen.from now on,i have to constantly remind myself that,my attitude determines my altitude.i have to change everything,i have to pick myself up,make up the decision myself to live my life out of guilt.its just that one small step,towards God or towards mr S.A. Tan.and of coz,i have choosen my beloved God.and i'll have to change.since God has already forgiven me,wat rights do i have not to forgive myself?all the thots of mr tan,u better shun away from me,or u'll get it from me one day!God had never depised me before.i'll have to be an example in the cg for the members to follow,and not to be among them.i must learn to treat cuen as fren instead of treating her as my leader with fear.and tat fear is from mr tan again.grr.there are lots and lotsa things i have to type.but where to start?fine,just anyhow start.i'll type wat i tink of now..cuen,a wonderful leader to follow,a great fren & sister to have,a good listening ear.i have to thank her for advicing me in certain things,discipling me and thanks for trusting me so much.i thank God for putting me in this cg.i'll go find my will of God now.=)thank you God!God is good all the time and all the time God is good!

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