♥ Sunday, September 24, 2006
disappointments from them.
im disappointed.i have not forgotten,wat they have taught me.the greatest diasppointment: its all from men.that greatest disapppointments came from men,well i dont deny,i admit that i had disappointment others too,its inevitable.hai,those who had disappoint me are them,once one of my best groups of frens.i thought that i would always be for them,and they would always be for me.well,i din do it for them,i left them truely but their attitude and perhaps views towards me had change,even him,russ.they,who once ever said that who would stay tgt and support me and be for one another..but when i approached them,we seem like total strangers.it really breaks my heart.having my frens looking at me that way,that sarcastic look.my beliefs are totally identical with them,whats wrong with even saying a hi?who really cared of having back once to church again?i said hi,but,never even a hi from them except a few,not even a hyprocritical hi to me.i love them,dear frens.but..it seem totally diff now..perhaps.they have really forgotten me.do they look down on me becos i left them?i cant feel their warmth anymore,no wonder,some says that those ppl only cared abt their fellow members.i can feel their warmth towards one another,but not to others outside.i have no resentments,but disappointments,since they have no intentions to treat me as their fren,i've got nth to say anymore further.leave my disappointments behind ba,dont think le.
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