♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007
BDSCO GOLD!!omg im so happy,this is the biggest achievement for bds of the year.oh yeah man.im speechless,special thanks to all the soloists(shenyong,marc,david,suona!!)they did so muchfor bdsco.special thanks to my dear erhu juniors, graduated seniors and of course, there must be a mr boo,though sometimes there are conflicts among some of us, but still, he's the strength of our confidence,he's the one who gave us he confidence to keep going on stage..nothing comes by easy,all out dear efforts dint go down the drain,we put in our very most effort,our strength,i know we deserve it.all our sore throats and tiredness during co are worth it,the gold medal is worth us going for.we earn it on ur own,though seniors indeed help us alot,but at that point of time,we earn the gold for our own,we gave pur very best.for me, i gave it all out.i move till ppl say i almost roll off the stage,hah.however,i think some of the seniors should not demoralise us,'cop la, cmi la.' or 'the judge is lenient and the judge cock eye.' think wat, gold so easy get arh?i admit,at first when we try out the score,we were really at the cop standard but when syf coming, still cop meh?so pissed that i promised myself to earn my very best.how many schs can actually perform better than their usual practice?we proved them wrong.even if its a silver medal,i have no regrets at all cos thats our peak, we've done all we could le.we did what the seniors cant, when they left sch, still tell us to hang on and get a gold medal for co, and when we FINALLY got it, then what we get is taiko lah?i really believe our standard is gold, even temasek also gold only lor despite having a gold medal for the last syf.so what even its a low gold?its also gold lor.at least we made it,we deserve the applause,we deserve the encouragement and not all the negative comments.with only three instructors,where mr boo din even teach dizi and sheng,and got some help from seniors, and we got gold im so definitely sure that we are the only sch with three instructors and got a gold medal.In the tuning room, we were like rushing over the rythm and so anxious.mr zhu lin was so right,he said' dont worry,all the sch that i have taught all get gold.' and i was doubtful at first until we get the results.=x i kept claming down the juniors and thank goodness nothing was screwed.i had the confidence to go up stage and that was the first time where i din have stage fright!we were not afraid of going up stage but instead,we were more afraid of getting the results.lol.bds waited for almost 10 yrs, we practiced for 10 mths and performed for that 10 mins.the judges wasnt wrong abt us,our performance is up to that gold standard.so what so many gold on the first?they already say not limitation lor,so our standard is gd enough le, we made it to the gold standard where seniors cannot.do not look down nor despise us.perhaps,mdm koh can change the 1999 gold medal picture outside the office to ours.muhahah.we are not haolianing but its the truth, we lian lian and lian,we hang on,we manage to pull ppl back to co, our scoldings towards juniors where we are most reluctant in.though there are many disappointments from co ppl, we hang on,we tolerate. thanks for the soloists to put in much efforts,to pia,even for the last two days.we did so well.im so touched by my dear sec 2 erhu juniors,though they are mischeivous at times,they had a heart for us.no matter what, i still love them.our enthusiasm for bdsco make us hang on.zhu lin was so suave,though his dressing was not at all impressive,but i like the way he play erhu, i like his heart warming smile,it gave me the confidence i brought on stage.I LOVE ZHU LIN!=D
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