♥ Friday, September 14, 2007
当你在哭泣时，你都不知道周围的人也在陪你哭泣。。。
happy bdae to Mr Boo, tezella and kin ren.today was quite a fine day. im quite relieved that mr ghaz moderate my marks and i managed to get an C6, pure luck.good thing i'm a 'good girl' in his class.=x i passed all my subjects except for humanities,D7. Its all Because of my geograpghy, i DID study for geography, that was why i cant accept the fact that i failed my geo.*&^$#$#@ its okie bah, shamsul say we should not be disheartened, i trust him.there's still rooms for improvements.当你在哭泣时，你都不知道周围的人也在陪你哭泣。。。As for night class, it was quite a terrible night indeed.good things end at night.i found her crying to me, her eyes were puffy and looked helpless.i was thinking, ' must be that bastard again.'. i was right, she told me how he off his phone to avoid her and reject meeting her, guys doesnt know that such a reject could be so heartbreaking for girls.i hugged her.hanyun, mic and mmj walked out, mic began her naggings, mmj began her lecture.yes im standing on their side because at this point of time, her top priorities should be O levels and not him.she told us that it was difficult to put him out of her mind, tough to give him up. she showed her pretentious self everyday just 'trying' to be happy.she felt cheated because he told her that he would be studying and would not be playing anymore, her heart broke when she saw him playing.its not that she restrict him for leisure activities, but he should also spent some time with her. She even took the initiative to rush to his hse area just to talk to him, what a dumb girl.its not that we are scolding you, but we cant tolerate that you cried so much for him, sacrifice your study hours for him, thinking of him, cant bear to part with him.we've told you umpteen times to give up hope for him but deep down in your heart, a little spark of hope is still there. you hope that you'll return to those sweet days, but everytime you try to get back, you get hurt.when you're down, he's not the one who'd help you but instead he's the one who hurt you the most.when you're worrying for him, he off his phone. cant he be kind and at least return you a call? is he BILL GATES or what? so busy until he dont even have the time to answer a call?it is so obvious that he's trying to avoid you. we've been repeating and repeating ourselves, but you just turn a deaf ear towards us.he came out of the car and saw her crying, instead of walking over to ask whether she's okie, he walked straight into the school compound.wtf.that idiotic heartless bastard. i dont understand why on earth she cant bear to part with him.if i were her, i cant wait to end this relationship with him.we care for her, what are friends for?when she's down, we feel down too.he was supposed to meet up with her but he dint make it due to his COWARDLY behaviour. misunderstand mmj's meaning.she scolded us, she thought that we didnt want to help her at all and keep discouraging her to let go.BUT seriously, i cant see whats so good abt that guy that cost her so much tears.if i were to suffer so much, i would rather let go to make myself happier,it does not necessary mean that it's a bad thing.our dear girl deserves a better guy.what saddens me was that she doesnt know our good intentions, we want her to excel in her studies too.And because of a bastard, she scolded us which made us cry,do we actually mean anything to her? thats just unfair.just want you to know that we're for you, you mean alot to us.
i miss you
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BYEBYE.
Blogged @ 11:51:00 pm
♥ Sunday, September 09, 2007
confession
plan spoiled, plan failed. just because of groundedness and work. i kinda sianded and sad cos it'll be the last time we go out before o level.the date is smashed just like that.-.- but kuuipo made my day by giving me a surprise, a simple and nice surprise,but i really appreciate and like it alot. it came from kuuipo's heart.<3
so touching!!!that cute kuuipo. make me feel so touched whenever i watch that thing.=)thanks alot my kuuipo kuuipo kuuipo!!! today's the day.
Blogged @ 11:59:00 pm
